WAHAHA. Finally updating again.
Joining the people at CMCC has really brightened up my life! Of course, not that my life has been in darkness all this while or something, just a little dull. Heh.

(On a side note, I think the song "Stay With Me" by Carol Banawa, is really nice.)

I'm proud of myself being able to remember almost everyone's names!
Having friends, knowing new friends, being with friends is the best feeling that I think everyone should have.

I've been trying to break someone's social 'barrier' down, seems like I'm hopeless at these kinda things too. Others can't do it, so can't I.
Damn, if he could only open up a little about things. I don't want him to be like this all the time.

I suppose we don't have control over anything at all. We can't change things so easily.
Who am I to intervene into someone else's life? What right do I have to tell others not to be like the way they are right now?

But really, I just want everyone to be happy. Always try, try, try.
Another thought of mine is that you can't change things at all if you don't even take the effort to try. I've tried a lot of times, I've failed a lot of times as well. But at least I've managed to change some parts of my life I wanted to remove. Those unhappy stuffs, my reckless behaviour, my past self. It's really a lot when I think back.
Of course, I'm not perfect. But I always try, try, try.
Try to change myself for the better as much as I can.


Although, I just might be someone worst than what you expect me to be.

& my world is coloured by you.
10:58:00 PM