I've got this kinda feeling, the feeling where you just stare at something, or somewhere, like as if you're just waiting for something to appear.
Be it an object or being, perhaps its just because I have too much idle time on my hands for this past two and a half months.

I haven't been doing anything resourceful.

I've placed Wushu behind me, and then now I really have nothing else to go towards now. Other than studies itself, needless to say, I have to work extra hard this year.

I see obvious stuck-up people in real life, but more of in online games. I guess when people have that 'barrier' that renders them untraceable and annonymous, they obtain all the bravery five people could muster up.
And people who like to suck up to the opposite gender, of course I'm referring to guys.

In Wushu, I've seen countless occasions where people start to get lovey-dovey beyond words, and I'm meaning those actions that make you go 'ugh'. Please spare a thought for those around you. With your Public Displays of Affection, you're affecting the peace in everyone's minds, even for those who are already attached. You can proceed to bring the HOT action, to somewhere else more discreet. That way you can do whatever you want.

And not forgetting those people who are dying (desperate) for relationships/partner/love. They make themselves sound so pitiful sometimes.
My point is, as long you have a complete family on your side, and great friends, being single is not a suffering or a pain. Don't always make it sound as if you're on the verge of suiciding any moment, it sounds as if you're trying to get attention here.

Well, these are problems your mind conjures for yourself. These are not external matters. As long they are under this category, I won't give a damn how sad you are, even if you are of the fairer gender. I understand that all of us have to be considerate towards those are who down, but OH COME ON. I don't think these kinds of actions are worth having sympathy over.
I emphasize again, you have family, you have friends, you're not facing anything life-threatening, neither are you recovering from a broken relationship.

So what the heck are you being upset about all the bloody time?
I'm not reprimanding anyone here or to quarrel, I just want to remind a certain friend of mine, and everyone else out there, that these 'problems' are only matters you create for yourself. And this certain friend of mine has been demanding too much from friends.

I just can't help but write what I feel here. You gave me disappointment every single time, friend. Can't you look at things with a more positive attitude? Give everyone a break.

I hope this doesn't offend you, if you know who you are. And anyone else.
With hopes that you actually listen to what I say.

& my world is coloured by you.
4:45:00 PM