Back to updating again!
I really wanna mention that Mr Ji's SAPD assignment is really a headache!
So much to do! And so lazy of me!
Wahaha.

Been to Clark Quay,
and I believe everyone should visit there more often.
Just sitting down and chatting heart-to-heart with friends is really fun.
Although the two of them are new-found friends,
I don't think I have any secrets to hide either.

Without experience, you won't have secrets.
I'm seeing most couples around me are having problems with their relationships, I thought it might be because they weren't meant for each other in the first place. But since I don't have any prior experience, I can't judge anyone.

I realise I can't have the time for every single friend I have out there.
Being with my friends over at school, I have less or no time for others.
CMCC, Riverside, NYDC, Wushu (including my really missed Coach), and those miscellaneous ones I know.

I just can't maintain contact with every single one of them, all at the same time.
It's so difficult, but I've been trying and trying.
I must make sure I pull the friendship ropes closer and closer. =D

Marcus, Yi Hui, Ruby, Vivian, Qiwen, Jesslyn, Lai Heng, WenQi, Alex, Lee Hong, Yew Ming, Kah Boon, Cuthbert, Janice, Jian Wei, Wei Ming, Jia Ning, Yen Shan, Grace.
These are some dear friends I hardly or never see/contact at all. Hope you guys are reading this, cause all of you are missed. xD

If only we could restart back to the point,
where we had held connections without doubts.
The happiness that eludes us,
like sand in our clenched fists,
love slipped through our fingers.

Love may be everything.
Few of many could truly behold it's sincerity,
the rest of us, still wandering.
When do you realise,
your turn has yet to arrive.

Life's akin to the four seasons,
Spring brings about happiness,
bearing struggles within Summer,
the calm before the storm of Autumn,
to usher the harsh frostbites of Winter's arrival.

All of us are searching out there,
for the very thing we hold most dear.
So do not contain negative thoughts,
for you are happy as what you are, right now.

My friend, SG, this is meant for you.
I just wanna tell you that you weren't like this in the past.
Is it the influence of the friends around you that made you like this?
You are ever saying that you are a strong girl, but you never displayed that strength to us at all.
Ever struggling with mind problems you create for youself. I can't help but voice myself out after experiencing all this.
Your friends around you may have found their other half, but it may not last forever. I believe its true. Truly finding someone who'll stay with you is a once-in-a-million chance. Just by believing, you'll know that you'll find your chosen one, someday.

So what you haven't found 'him'?
I've haven't been able to find mine, either. But I don't let it bother me.
Like I've mentioned before, you aren't facing any true problems that will break you down.
You have loads of friends who are willing to stand by you.
But you just wouldn't accept their offers! You are a fortunate person, but you just never saw that.
I think I've written enough, all of us don't want to see you this way, and I believe I must be harsh this time, just attempting to 'wake' you up.

Whether you'll awaken or not, depends on you.
I can do nothing else, since everything we do won't help, till the day you solve the knot in your heart.

& my world is coloured by you.
9:25:00 PM