Been such a long while since I've posted. Came back from CMCC chalet from the 1st of September till the 4th, can't say the chalet was totally boring, I still feel that the chalet is way too short.

Perhaps its due to us not doing much things in chalet, except for NDS Mario-Karting, PSP Monster Hunting, 'Dai-Dee', Mahjong, or just plain napping. First day was practically slacking, cause we spent quite a while looking for the chalet location.

Sorry if I'm like writing in such a low-mood tone, because that's what mood I'm having now.

First day, dear had to leave for the night, cause her parents don't allow her to stay overnight (they never allowed her to crash overnight before). Sorry dear, I just don't know how to cheer you up sometimes.

Second morning, I cooked up some omelette and 4 sausages for those who woke up early. Siew and BC ate some, while it ended up being finished by me. Cause everyone just woke up too late. Heh. Could say my cooking mood was dampened (even though it sounds dumb to say it that way), I just played my PSP (what a no-life). Guess chalet is just for me to rest and relax.

Dinner at Changi Village just quite simple, trek about 10 or so minutes there and we sat down at a hawker centre near a foodstall recommended by Sky. The food's.. not bad, just that its too damn oily it kinda killed my appetite. Dear's mood was still down at the point of time, but I know she's just putting on a face so not to make me worry (isn't it? xD).

Third day afternoon lunch was just Subway, I think its still quite new, cause I saw a advert. board a small distance from the place,

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SUBWAY

okay, just a 'simple' drawing to give the imaginative ones an image to ponder about.

Didn't slept for the last night, cause Yong Seng, Cherry, Ren Jie and me were Mario-Karting AGAIN. HAHA. Makes me wanna get a Nintendo DS, especially because of games like Trauma Center and those silly-but-fun cooking games.

Last morning was hell. Cause I didn't sleep, I went down to the living room and saw an utter mess. BC was still sleeping on the table (how the heck does he sleep there?), while I rearranged the furniture and stacked up the chairs I could see. What's worse, later in the morning while waiting for the rest to wake up, an uncle supposedly from the chalet management came over to tell us to pack up before 10am sharp, while I fell asleep on the sofa chairs. I got reprimanded for the mahjong sets, followed by BC and Ren Jie when they went to return the sets.

That uncle, his job is so stress-free (I suppose), demanding this and that and scolding people who didn't really do anything wrong. AT LEAST all the tiles were there, right? What's your beautiful problem here? I know you don't like teenagers but you should be glad we didn't leave you a chalet full of booze, cigarette butts and gambling chips for your old butt to clean up after OUR butts.

To say the very least, I was disappointed with some people that morning. The chairs outside the chalet used for BBQ night wasn't brought back in, but that's not the problem here. Animal excrements, I think its bird, was all over the chairs. BC and me were disgusted by the sight. NO CHOICE, we had to wipe up the chairs with toilet paper and followed by flushing with water later, we had to be considerate to those who are using the chairs after us.

And now's the problem. I won't point fingers here, but a person just blatantly didn't help us at all, despite seeing us cleaning up so badly over the chairs and the whole chalet. All the person ever did was the minor things we can do later (it was already 9:50am). I got so pissed off and frustrated but I just don't want to say a thing, no one would stand on my side anyway, cause everyone might think I complain too much.

Revert back to Xin Yao performance, I recalled reading/hearing someone say/write that they didn't receive much help planning for an event, and those helping didn't really put in effort to help. WELL LOOK WHO'S TALKING. I had hell trying to rush out the goddamned slides for Xin Yao even during my exams. People around me can only freaking give me advice that don't even work out, while expecting me to complete the slides by the 29th, when my last paper's on the 28th.

I know you guys are busy and have to study, especially for those who disappeared on their promises to help out (3 broken promises to be exact for one certain GREAT friend), saying this and that about having to improve their grades and GPA and results or whatsoever shit. What about me? Don't I have to study? I'm schooling, too!
My GPA is worse than you guys, 1.8 cumulative! And why the heck am I doing more than what the committee of CMCC has done? Seriously, I don't feel attached to this club ever since I got together with dear. I could see all the ugly things that spring up every now and then. Even a main committee member couldn't commit more time compared to a second-year student who joined the club only this year. I could trust freshies like Donald and Yanglin more than them instead.

I'm not being sensitive here, talk about people not helping you, try being in my position. Next time, I'm not going to help out in any events any longer. Enough is really enough.

For all those CMCC people out there reading this, I'm only referring to certain people out there who really don't deserve much credit. Those who are being 'shot' by me, you should know who you are. I didn't want to make enemies with anyone in the club, but you guys just push the limits too far.

I thought I actually loved the club for having such fun people, but there are always scums who mess the fun up.

Sheesh.